Teacher's Day...=)

Woke up.. 0525 hrs... slept..

Woke up again 0625 hrs... slept.. AGAIN

Woke up again 0640 hrs... slept... HOLY S!#*!!!

Rushed upstairs,Got my uniform,Rushed downstairs,Bath...

Out from bathroom... 0650hrs... Ran to room,Dressed up and off i go without breakfast...

0700.. left house...

Reached school,0705hrs.. Locked bike and then

' JIN-JI! later can you play the song secret ah?' said pn.Ung

I replied ' I memang going to play later what..=D'

'Okay GOOD! i thought you play another song?'

'Yesterday audition tat time i got play ma...'

'ya meh? i dint hear wor..'

'haiya teacher! -laughs- Laoshi wo ke yi bang ni na ni dong xi ma?'

'Oh ke yi! i was testing you only ma...'

i was like 'xD'...

0800-0830.. Shift 1 Tangga 2.. Standing beside staircase only looking everywhere.. my partner P*&(@ Don't know she fly where.. Luckily Leon wee from the food and beverages side came teman me Chat.. and then someone came to me saying pn komolam wanted to see me.. attendence.. And then came down and then stayed at my station again.. and suddenly, pn komolam appeared.. asking me to deliver her lap top to her car... and gave me her car keys.. She said her car was at the hall... i could'nt find it till i went back searching for it more seriously.. Finally found it.. and was sweating buckets... went back to staion... 0830 hrs d.. finally 1st shift over..=D

0835hrs-1000hrs... Spent a LONG TIME waiting to enter hall... Was waiting in the canteen with Kent,Jun yang and Karthik... had ice creams,Arm Wrestling,And ss-ing wit my phone! (All Done by Jun Yang alone) xDD haha! And after that went to bilike mesyuarat to collect our costumes... I wore the baju melayu... Kent wore an AUTHETIC ARABIC costume and his partner was the EXOTIC and MYSTICAL PUAN ZAIDAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xDD And Jun Yang wore a Malay wedding costume.. Not so AUthentic but still stylish for a chinese to wear the traditional maly costume.. xD and Me? well you'll see down there...=D After collecting our costumes we had to SNEAK all the way behind the hall at backstage to change... Teacher's orders...

1045-1230-Kent and Jun Yang change d.. And i could'nt change yet as i was about to perform.. They had to leave me cos they were wanted at the meeting room again for the teachers to adjust their costumes.. I was with the other performers... They were all excited... And then one group caught my eye... a girl dressed in grey,3 guys in white with different tie colours(Red-Paul, Purple-Bryan Loh, Orange-Seng Kiat)... And of course the girl in grey... The sweetest most original singer i knew in seafield, my dearest favourite singer Lam Shu Ying...They attempted a song which i believe was quite difficult for a normal band or singer to attempt but the way they perform made me 'TERGODA' .... I was so so so impress by the way they perform it... Its no doubt they will own seafield's stage one fine day... and i belive.. soon.. =) Anyway... My performance.. was the 3rd... Suprisingly fast.. i havent got the time to even warm up... My fist was cold.. even the Chai sisters (shing yin and shing queen) could felt it.. they tried to calm me down but.. aduuuuhh! damn nervous la! So my name was announced.... I walk out,Sat on the stool.. and.. I don't even know why Why WHY WHY WHY i was lying my head against the piano... And The audience... Including my little pet sister said it was yeng yeng yeng! i dont even understand why she find it so ...'Yeng'? @.@ YAT KUAN... YOU BLIND D LAA... xDD So i played The Dance of the baroness and Secret... Dance of the baroness suprisingly got a loud applause which i was suprised about because.. all i did was just making noise.. not even music.. Im quite suprise and am still am... and then secret? heh.. I hope you guys like.. (to those who heard me play)... and then after that was er.. er... i dont remember d.. sorry! heh.. And the sixth performance was from The RED ROSES!!! Ahhh.. 'Fly me to the moon~' xD

And then the group BROTHERHOOD... Whoa they sure did liven up the atmosphere.. They got the audience and teachers crazy!! They composed a song called 'Burnin up' if im not mistaken.. and it was dedicated to their favourite teacher Encik Selva... =D The famous line that will live on in seafield for many many years... BURNIN UP FOR MR.SELVA!! xDD Good job boys! You guys really turned everybody on.. INCLUDING Pn. Vianni who was laughing and giggling non stop behind me backstage...=D ahah! Then came modelling.. I don't have much to say about it.. i'll let the picture do the talking -points up-..

Well then, thats all for teachers day..=) Went home, Practice a duet... Played ball a lil bit.. Had mcd for dinner.. asked them deliver to my house took them 50 freaking minutes!!!!!!! == And here i am now.. blogging and ending this blog..=) so goodnight y'all... hopefully i have the mood to update again another time..=)

Your Love Fool..

Dear i fear we're facing a problem,
You love me no longer,i know,
And maybe there is nothing i can do..
to make you do..

My friends tell me i should'nt bother,
that i ought to stick to another girl,
a girl that surely deserves me,
but i think you do..

So i cry,i pray and i beg,
love me, say that you love me..

I cant care bout anything but you..

LATELY I HAVE DESPERATELY POUNDER,
Spent my nights awake and i wonder,
What i could've done in another way,
to make you stay...

Reason is not key to solution,
i would end up
lost in confusion..
i don't care if you really care,
as long as you dont go..

So,
I cry,
I pray and i begged,
love me love me..
say that you love me.....

It ended tonight....

'I tried soo hard and she tore my feelings like i had none'.. Well its a line from Puddle of Mud's She 'FKING' hates me song...=) used to like it though... No one hated me back then.. heh.. Anyway... at 10.06 pm just now.. i got dumped by the girl i love most in my entire life (yes my entire life)... Eventhough its just 9 days... they were nine beautiful memorable days.. The web cam we did together along wit jy.. The middle fingers we showed to each other,the sea creatures we called each other,the good nights we always said to each other,the good mornings,The SYG's... All these are now unfortunately for me known as memories... My dream was terminated by her.. I have to apologise for blocking her all of a sudden.... Its just that i could'nt take the heartache anymore... Twice... Oh well, in the end romeo and juliet had to die too right? So... Sigh... Im still very in love with you...... Bitch....... This relationship is ended by n.. syg...dolphine... In loving memory... Nina...

a BIG thank you..=)

Just read Yee Lei's blog... And i gotta say a BIG BIG THANK YOU to her bloggie.. Things tat happened to her in the past few months really made me laugh..=) This is the first time i laugh whole heartedly this week.... After having ended up shit faced,and listening to Sad.fm,easy listenings for the 'just broke ups'.. i find myself lucky.. to have that friend... That funny,ass slapping,'i'll bite your fists if you annoy me',piano hating Damn Good Friend...=D Yee Lei....=D I cant stop laughin after i read the if i were a boy parodified( don't know if there's such words) lyrics... It was just so so so so so funny.. hah! xD oh my... Damn Jay Han.. you're really good... xD hah.. Im so looking forward to meet these 'special humans' in school.. Im desperate to go back to school... Hopefully God gives me a chance to enter form 6....=) Till then.. Cheerio! And Thanks again FROGGY(Yee Lei's nickname) xD..

ps: Am still missing her dearly...

Heartbreak... Depression...

Right,so.. -scoffs- .... Im really speechless i tell you... I cant get her out from my head.. And,wel she WAS moody.. and then.... i entered the heartbreak hotel... i was so eager to get home from dinner just to online and WISHING i could get a chance to at least talk to her... and after i onlined.. i saw her name.. nnb for short... and then something sort of replaced me... wel not exactly me... But that 'ekjjsyg's' word i like so dearly.. replaced by... wel i dun wanna mention though... Its close to 2245 now and.. im afraid i wont be able to sleep at night tonight.. Had enough.. Is it due to my sensitivity? Or is it bound to happen? Who the devil is he... What did satan sent this demon to do... What does he want... God i don't wanna lose my girlfriend... I LOVE HER DEARLY...i love her so very much...=( Why is this happening? Should i blame HOTLINK for being such assholes to charge rates to other lines that expensive? Or do i blame me? The usual emo jin ji....=( After seeing that picture of him and her.. I honestly tell you i banged my head against the table... Its an immature action.. But.. its just me.. Me over her... Today i had a rough evening wit the basketball players... i lost all matches and my nose bleed due to furiousity... And every after game today i sat on the bench she was the first thing i worried about.. how is she in school? will she message me later? Will my stupid line connect me to the internet later so tat i can talk to her... All these...lead me to disappointment... I cant afford to lose her.. She's the first thing i think of when i open my eyes from my sleep,and the last thing i think of before i close my eyes... God help me with this situation... Please help me... Im.. Im.... Im... Sigh....

The Beginning...

Is this how you blog? Im sorry this is my first time blogging so.. yea.. heh...=) Okay... i was told that blogging is like a personal diary thingy so er.. See if i could do what bloggers do.. heh..=) Its 1045am now.. Im sitting in front of my laptop.. before this i ate,i water the plants and i,text my girl.. Kinda sad though.. she's kinda moody now... sigh... How can i mend her little heart? =/ What made her moody was the main question in my head.. was it something i said? =/

ps: Nina.. i love you..=)